Your review means alot thanks from the bottom of heart saved from headache and heartache.........thought this would be similar to "what it means to be you" or " I'm a Villainess, Can I Die?" But damn the comments and spoilers saved me
Thanks for the spoilers and saving me from many, many upcoming migraines if I were to continue with this novel. Honestly, the best ending is what some of you already said: just have the MC die. But the author even took that from her. With the constant regression/reincarnations and stuff. I wanted a better ending like MC and ML both die in this world but MC reincarnates back to Korea before her accident. She avoids the accident and continues with her successful singing career. Then we see ML also reincarnated and is just an average guy who has a one-sided crush on her because she’s a celebrity. That would have been a better ending. But it seems like the author hates her MC. At least if MC went back to Korea with her voice then the story would have meaning. She would have went through all that suffering to be rewarded with her voice at the end. I don’t know why the author didn’t pick that scenario. It is the better ending since it shows the story coming full circle: the loss of her voice (and reason for being) and finding her “voice” once again. Oh, what could have been. What a missed opportunity. At least since I am leaving off, I can pretend that is what happened.
I was curious why her family never stood by her side when she was going through all the hardships as a sinner, so I skimmed through the beginning of Volume 5 Spoiler: Ariadeline's family Ariadeline grew up pampered by her mother, father and elder brother. Her parents are the duke and duchess of Atlosia and her brother Erwin is a formidable magician of Magic tower. All three of them were against her marriage to that psycho ML, but FL was too stubborn Once they realised how she was mistreated by him even after marriage they asked FL to divorce the assh*le ML, but again, the FL was stubborn When Ariadeline was labelled as sinner, her parents begged the emperor to not kill their precious daughter In return for saving her life, the duke gave up a territory with huge gold mine to the crown prince and Erwin was forced to join Imperial Magic Knights for ten years. Another condition emperor gave was for the family to never meet Ariadeline. So even when they wanted to secretly meet and check on her, they were too terrified to put her life at risk to do that. So once the truth was revealed, all three of them feel guilty for not thinking their Ariadeline couldn't have cursed the saintess. (In their defense, Ariadeline changed too much after falling in "love" with the ML) They could finally meet her now so they all rushed to the assh*le ML's place and that's where they witness MC committing su*cide in the promo. Like imagine having parents who wouldn't hesitate to give up their wealth!!! And a big brother who would give up on the bright future he worked so hard for to become a tool for the imperial family! But then you choose a psycho b8stard to obsess over because he looks handsome??? From what I've read, the only ones I like in this novel are the FL's family and the saintess.
Hi, does anyone have book 4 in pdf (korean or english version)? I have book 3 in korean and an english version (google translate mtl) in pdf. Please DM me if you want to exchange book. btw, book 3 has spicy part. ml and fl snu snu in book 3. hihi Spoiler the ml gradually starts to fall in love with the fl after ml helps fl control her madness. they started sleeping together because ml needs to restrain the fl during fl episodes. as the ml gets to know the fl, ml gradually starts to love fl. eventually, ml can't sleep without fl by his side, even after fl madness disappears. in books 5 and 6, both the fl and ml die multiple times. sometimes fl dies, and sometimes the ml dies. they repeat the cycle so many times but in the end, ml and fl can't live without each other. they will suicide if ml/fl die. btw, snu snu in the end of book 6 really hotzzz. later i will mtl the spicy part in book 6. but i use google translate. hehe. btw, i really like this type of story. the depressing one like the lady to queen. can anyone recommend the novel/manhwa like this?
Does he at least apologise and grovel for loving the ogfl and ignoring her for all that time and causing her so much pain? Hell is SHE gonna just forget all that stuff and accept him??? Ty for spoiler btw!
Spoiler I think ML never truly loved the OGFL. No one ever pitied him or defended him because everyone saw him as a tyrant or cold-hearted. The OGFL was the first to stand up for him. She scolded those who gossiped about him, and for the first time, someone defended him. This made him believe he loved her. In vol 4, the princess who uses black magic is exposed to the public. Before she dies, she slashes FL’s neck, causing FL to lose her voice. Unable to get her voice back, FL attempts suicide multiple times, regressing over and over again. ML tries to save her, but she repeatedly jumps before he can reach her. Desperate, ML eventually begs FL to make him her reason to live. In vol 5, FL’s family comes to take her back after it’s revealed that the accusations of her using black magic are false. They arrived while FL was attempting suicide. FL's brother used magic to catch her as she jumped from a building to end her life. FL’s family really loves FL since she is the youngest in the family, and they cried when they saw FL's condition. They want to take her home since the FL and ML are already divorced. However, ML refuses to let them take FL back, saying the accusations are false, so the divorce is not valid. He does allow them to visit FL anytime at his mansion. FL is desperate to get her voice back, so FL goes to the ML's basement, where there is a book about reversing time. FL uses black magic to reverse time, which causes FL to remember all her past lives, including the first one where ML killed her. These memories give FL severe PTSD. FL gets triggered every time ML touches her and can’t even look at ML face. Because of this, FL and ML start sleeping in separate rooms. Although FL still loves ML but her body reacts differently from her heart. FL's PTSD will disappear in vol 6. Spoiler: Final villain The emperor. He is rotten to the core and full of jealousy
Wha-- I have no words at the end process. Are they like, being fed by 1UP Mushrooms Mario style by God during the crisis????? What in the tartar sauce.....
Yeah, she pretty much is. Her ONLY reason for living is her voice. That’s her only motivation; to be able to sing again. She doesn’t really give a damn about ML’s feelings since she knows he wasn’t even supposed to love her. Her single-minded motivation to just sing is selfish, although somehow admirable. She really does love singing
True! At first her only obsession was her voice. In order to make FL more pitiful and likeable, the story kept showing how she is fine with being hated by everyone. She just wanted her voice back and didn't care about anything else. Once she got her memories back, she got obsessed with ML the same way she was obsessed with her voice. I could understand her obsession IF the FL in the first timeline was someone who had nothing, and needed some kind of motivation to continue living her life. But that wasn't the case at all. FL had loving and caring family. She enjoyed growing up surrounded with so much love, but then one day she randomly chose to obsess over ML. She is selfish because she doesn't care about anything else except her own desires. None of this can be explained unless FL was brainwashed by black magic or cursed to love ML and have her whole personality changed?
I would also like to thank you for your sacrifice. I just got through the end-of-the-year chapters posted on Novel Updates and thought "Our FL is OP now, right? She'll kick butt now, right???" and was game to continue until I saw this thread. Talk about a bait-and-switch with the plotline. Dang.
Does anyone have more details about the timeline ML killer FL for the first time. Please tell me he was also under the influence of his mania or whatever it was called. Because if he killed her just because of the her not leaving him alone and the accusations, it makes him irredeemable in my opinion.
Dorothy was helping the ML choose bday or anniversary gifts or a ring for the FL(I've forgotten a lil about this part) and they went to have lunch at a restaurant after choosing the gift and the FL misunderstood that as them having an affair and burst in to "catch them red-handed" Only to get her misunderstandings clarified by the ML. Cliche plot.