Found a perfect song for myself..
I fall in love with a different face
And tonight you'll be miles away
But I cannot quiet my mind
Something different, something new
I'll spend my whole life in a moment with you
Just a glimpse of the future,
that's not meant to happen
But for thirty seconds,
I'd like to imagine
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This part hits me hard, during my junior high years I kept dreaming about this guy. Whose face I don't remember but it's always a different guy but at the same time it feels like the same guy and I always fall in love with him. Like one time I even cried while waking up. It felt so real, like everything happened in reality to the point where I was sad leaving him behind. He was always nice to me and would do anything for me in my dreams. The kid me was so hopeless romantic. I even tried sleeping again to continue those dreams but I couldn't, so sometimes I just make my own ending and imagine things. I stopped dreaming about him during my senior high years. *cries horribly*
